.Sunday, June 29, 2008 ' 3:24 PM
Si Gan Mei !go camp tomorrow .___.never tell me come back when -.-f u c k xPoh wells ..later going out with Kennerth LaoGong :DJolynn also coming .i want see her new the bf x.xi wanna seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :]
.Saturday, June 28, 2008 ' 10:59 PM
Si kor monday back from chalet ,no more freedom man !its all his nagging o.o how can Ling survive uhrs ! love potion -_- ?oh wells xP its a fact that their perfectly tgt .it does'nt concern abt me anyways xDim soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohypper today man ,and i dont give a fuck why o.ooh wells -.- sis computer bomb again .now i havee to giv a freaken damn laptop to LEND her ?
.Friday, June 27, 2008 ' 4:01 PM
Hellos ! :DDebbie ! Debbie ! Debbie ! SI BEN DAN !Laoqonq today emo T.TThough he emo so cute xDx_xLaoqonq mai emo luhs !Oh later i whack your pigu =x
.Thursday, June 26, 2008 ' 6:01 PM
Derrick go chalet .Ling come my house for visits .Ling is quite okay luhs !not like korgot bad taste -.-Ling so chio :Danyways skips skips .things has been getter lately .as relations ships are tight between .except for mei .pity her luhs ! -.-bad life :PANYWAYS ..PEARLYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNYou owe me a soda remember !
So WHY DONT YOU GET ME ONE TOMORROW?:D
.Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ' 10:17 PM
I dont eally understand you lurhs !you first said that ..she was meaningless to your heart already.until she call you love her again?DUDE ! i dont get a fuck of what are you saying ._.oh good look what you have done .'Oh im so sorry babe , i wont talk to my ex again.i promised not to let you jealous and love with my heart completely . Serene i love you .'meaningless huh?that Serene girl is meaningless?and the i love youi high light completely for you shall i?im sorry babe .i wont talk to my ex again .i PROMISEDTh keyword is PROMISEDthis is what you said to me.months ago .
.Monday, June 23, 2008 ' 10:23 PM
Past few days ,my family has gone problems.including love relationship.i feel sorry for Athena.i wish i could help lurhs !Haiyahs Jasmine ..I and your sister know like since primary 1.Than your sister bring you over.Thats how you meet Athena.For like ....A very very very long long time .____.so now what have you done.Jeremy was like ..blamed from you .Should I tell Jaslyn ?What if this happen between love relationships .just dont give an act just because he/she is hot.that issa'nt th reason.love is knowing th truth when he/she loves you th way you are.this is the true meaning of love.any problems you could always find me or Jaslyn :)We're always free to help..Even though ..love at first sight is very comman to boys.but i dont see Jeremy do.but i think you're caught between th love at first sight.thats why you fall him .issa'nt that true rights?even though if this letter hurts you a lil ,you still have to try to smile abit .there are more plenty guys out there.even good looking .you're pretty , you sure have a handsome one.don't that match :Das long as you're happy.Athena is always even though if you even hate her now .
.Sunday, June 22, 2008 ' 6:41 PM
Just when i really got over you,
you called.
Memories came gushing back to me again.
It came so unexpectedly that made me speechless,
and that i just want to get over everything once more.
Yunni said im suffering from post breakup depression.
Dear Christ ,
let's makes things super clear okay.
Even if i would to allow you to makes things
clear on the 22th june,
if i rmbed correctly,
it wouldn't make any fucking differences
BECAUSE you stead with the other girl on 16th may.
So tell me what differences will there be?
If you dont realise,
11 june comes after 9june.
if you're just too dumb/stupid to realise,
you broke my heart .
you broke to it to much
you saud you'll wait
You said " I PROMISED ...... "
You said "I love you/i miss you" so sincerely,
till i believed you.
I didn't expect i'll be so stupid to
even be with you for 9months and believing inyour freaking lies.
3. I'm pissed and talking super scarcastic
to you basically for many reasons,
i'll list a few to get them clear in your mind
what the fuck im thinking.
See all the reasons at point 2.
Tagging me almost every other day
proclaiming you love me unconditionally.
Saying your feelings known to me publicly
when you got a fucking girlfriend on 9 june.
You'll just either playing with 2 girls
feelings or you just like to 2-time.
Since we broked up on 27th may,
i got no rights to bitch about anything.
But the point is why saying you still love me,
you promised, you these,
you that now or making known publicly.
And what really makes me fucked up
is you got fking hell of a girlfriend on 9JUNE,
suprisingly, you still call me saying how
much you miss me and everything everyday.
So wait maybe i should react shocked now.
Omg, you got a girlfriend on 9june,
so amazing leh !!! And pause,
i have to even asked you the truth by
myself even without you telling me.
WOW, you told me your feelings for
her is like only good impression, you fancy her.
So, i got fucked up as usual for many reasons.
For many unknown mystery,
i found myself a detective.
You and ur okok looking girl,
isnt just good impression,
YOU TWO STEAD ON 9JUNE, and YOU, JUST YOU
continue to fking bluff me it was nothing more.
Tagging me when im gone,
smart move but no.
Saying how much you want me back.
Was is because you're guilty or what?
Do you know the consequences if this is
super known to your beloved laopo?
Or maybe she wouldn't feel anything,
because she another mofo, like you.
Haha, too bad i wasn't a bitch to show
to her or something.
6. Oh yes, if i wouldn't to write something
wrong here i'm so sorry.
Because you made it known to me that
you're single yesterday.
Hmm, was is something to gain back my
sympathy or just something you regret
deeply and wants me to console you in any point,
or maybe some reasons not known.
Remember okay, you made it clear you're single.
WOW. Dont worry much, you'll probably
find another girl within days. :D
YES, I asked you to find another girl.
So pushing the blame to me?
Okay, now let me see i should react guilty now.
Oh man wq, why find other girl you
should have wait for me. Why?
I want you so badly :D Okay,
if you're not fast enough to react
why im so pissed with you.
THINK BACK .
Actually all the reasons are sort of link, read laaaa.
Sorry if you're slow in thinking.
But im just so tired of repeating myself
what a jerk you are.
So now, you mean i can't like another guy?
Feel you can bloody get a girl within 2 weeks
after being tgogether for 9 months
you mean i can't?
I can't just crush for any guys that
comes along my way.
So you mean i can't like get a boyfriend
because of you laaa..
Wow, you're so great lei,
after you can't have boyfriend.
Oh ya, think about my parents right?
After o levels than have boyfriend right?
Hmm, see lo, if got some better guys comes along,
i don't wait right? Like you mah,
cannot wait de mahhh.
So dont blame me lei.
My parents, sooner or later they'll
live with me having boyfriend anyway,
so i think it doesn't matter so much about them.
Oh yes, you finally grow up to think at other
people's point of view, but why
can't see at my point of view lei?
You're a genius !
You mastered two timing girl !
Actually many reasons la just all linked togeto
point repeating things if you
still dont understand this whole post.
So tell me is there anything i said wrongly in this post.
Oh yes, you better tell me because
i wouldn't want to get beat up by your friends
in anyway, anytime.
Or because i don't want you to die like
feeling wronged.
i feel my life is getting so interesting.
---
Thoughts true ,
I have my own future ,
I have my own boyfriend ,
Why can tyou just keep it like that.
I love my boyfriend.
You're just waiting for us to break so you can go
Back with me?
Yea rights .
Your thoughts are currently officailly over.
. ' 6:10 PM
Aiyahs :]Dear so bendan today :)But when he bendan he soo cute x)I love you luhs !Anyways skip skip skip .Tomorrow school rights :DSeeing dear .Assembly , lucky dear class near my one.o.oDawna mama tomorrow got chemistry arhs o.oI dont know lehs , some people must stay backBut if you want you go lorhs .If you want go i help you go tell Pearlynn bahs .Never mind.I just could'nt understand you.Christ and i are already over ..Why give a care?There's something that i don't really understand. I cooled down and the talk we had yesterday, isn't how i expected it to be. Ok, presuming you really dont like the girl, you never seen her before. But you're like so called online dating for 2 weeks. Put things this way, in the points you claimed.
But i just dont understand this. Just 2 weeks, you didnt see her, you fall deep for her. Hmm, well if you dont like her. Yesterday when she asked you to choose between us, you could just readily tell her you dont like her. Okay, nvm. And lovely reason was, "i promised not to leave her and i don't wish to hurt her because she's getting some chest surgery by end of this year,and you know many guys have hurt her,i dont want to be another one." Wow. I felt like being shot by a gun like repeatedly or like rewinding the scene being shot by the gun. LOLS.Well, let me tell you this, YOU PROMISED NOT TO LEAVE ME TOO. ... lols. Maybe the 9 months we had didn't count, you know?
Hmm well, 3 weeks/9 months.She's mid of some illness/i'm not. She's going to get a surgery/i'm not. She's smokes like you/i don't. She doesnt expect much for you/I do. You promised both of us. You know this story is way too drama to handle.
Hey maybe if i've known better, i shouldnt even meet you with xing or like stead with you a week. MAYBE we could have been closer. And just 2 weeks, you're speaking in her shoes. THINKING FOR HER/THINKING HOW SHE'LL REACT/THINKING IN HER POINT OF VIEWS.And you know something? You never once think in my shoes think in my point of view for like the past 10 months. All what you think is pleasing me not thinking why i want this or that.Argh, I'm not like feeling jealous or something. Just super disappointed and thinking how fickle-minded you can be.
Ok, seriously, i dont like any inch or bit about your girlfriend. I'm not in any place to say about her or so whatever. But she's kinda makes me piss that i've turned you to something that i can be proud of. Eg, changing you to a nobody to a somebody (bad to good), and letting know the idea of being a better man. And how does it feels like to be seen in other people's eye. And guess what i thought you were mature enough to think what's the right thing to do,i guess it was all wrong. She spoilt you,your image, badly. And guess what other people can't say anything. Like whether she spoilt you or somethingor she's isn't happy with what i said, Because you know why, It's my fucking blog, own rights, own say. I'm not downgrading her or something,or ruining her imagine or like anything. SO, if she's isn't like happy, and wants to start some cyberbullying thing, think twice, YOU KNOW THE LAW. I'm not stupid or anything.
i have no idea why you're heartless this and that.you still love me ,when you're hiding me from that girl for like ...2 and a half weeks?you say that you would promise me that,we would be together like ...FOREVER?look what you have done.she's a girl who spoil your image.she change you back to the way you are.i hange you to the way (bad-good)and she change you the other way rond(good-bad)dude ! if you seriously love her ,you should tell her that you love her that much .not just like ,she's the one who tell you this and that right ?if you dont like her ,you should tell her your feelings.even if it hurts this much.because ..its no intention to be with her when you're not loving her that much rights?
. ' 12:56 AM
Hmms I means hors ,30 quiz ps ;x100 quiz I long time die already -.-What is your name?Atherine -.- ?Do you like maths ?Sort of a little Are you attached ? To Who?Im currently attatched to Kennerth :DWhat are you doing besides doin this survey?Talking to him in msn :)Who you trust most?Deanice , Triice , Debbie , Yunni , Jolynn .Are you Yu Thong Friend?Who the hell is that o_oHow many blogs do you have?1Two days before school ? Are you prepared?Errs im prepaed to have fun in chemistry class x}Do you think holiday is long enough?No !Do you like studying?Hmms only deends on my intrest .What happen at 11.30 am today ?I was chatting with dea on phoneHow old are you?Bitter 13 going 14 x]Have you done any homework during holidays?Yes !Whats your eye degree ?100 ?Where did you go today?Mall ? School?Who is the top 9 girls?Pearlynn , Triice , Debbie , Yunni , Yuenie , Chu LingRubbie , Deanice Do you like doing surveys?Who would like a dumb survey like this ?Do you like going to school?Being popular is not what it takes.Its the friendship that matters .Do you like strawberry * peppermint?StrawberryWhat do you name yourself?RiNE x33People who are lucky :DAthena PearlynnTriiceDeaniceJolynnJoleneYuhuiJonathanDerrickRachelYu LynnYunniYuenie
.Friday, June 20, 2008 ' 12:32 AM
OMG ps.I was like mia awhile awhile =xAnyways I just came to post :D
Tomorrow will have a hundred quizSabbo-ed by si qan meimei ;(
.Saturday, June 14, 2008 ' 12:24 AM
OMG my bro have secks :O
He got drunk is first time
Than second time he go rape his gf wtf?
LAWLSSSSSSSSSS
I saw dear go amk arcade than we decided to go watch movie :)
Just to two of us x3 x.x
Until Deanice come x.x <-- a asshole of mine :D
AND I LOVE YOU DEANICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im currently fucking high today
And i have no fuck the reason __ ==
.Tuesday, June 10, 2008 ' 9:19 PM
:} BOO {:LOLS Im being extremely lame today ==Today went to dauby ghuat <--- something like that ==anyways today went to X-Zone zzz.i found dear playing like a loner hahaha !than mum saw me new bf =xshe call me play girl =x eeks i not lohsthan dear went my room -.-his like admireing all th soft toys -.-anyways :D
it was fun luhs !i divorced in audition ledear went near-by 7-eleven to buy ppcthan we marry lohs OMG DEAR YOU MAKE ME SMILE TO MUCH (:maple horsdear keep flooding :[than we create a guild that is only two of uswe first find Deanice =xthan expell all =xthan only me Deanice and dear in guildThose who want join EternalLove please pm me :)
.Monday, June 9, 2008 ' 11:25 PM
Today I saw who's ChelseaEhhs she's chio buhh :}
I adore childrenWYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN__ ==Oh yea I cant sold you as I owe you one =xFor cheering me up xDAnyways today went out with dear watch KFPD = Kung fu Panda:D so touching luhs !Is nice okay the picture might look stupid but nice lorhs:)Anyways Im like so bored ==Never mind I go msn talk to dear :D
. ' 1:16 AM
OMG <3 Im highhh
Im so bloody in love again xD
Today was fun
I met baobei at school carnival
As we're team :]
Baobeii I LO V E YOU @
I finally found my Mr.Right
Who can cheered me up :)
Errs than today baobeii date me out x]
The best date I ever had
Than we bought twiin plushie so kawaii lohs :]
I wish this could be forever x)
BTW
Come home I must tutor kiddos :O
Err like my sister is one of them == ?
Anyways after tuition call aiai
His drinking TOMATO JUICE o.o
I got lame out sia .
School reopening soon larhs
Me and dear diffrent class zzz .
His oulder than me 5 months :O
Anyways dear birthday coming
Better get something for him
I Love You <33 hahas muacks
<33RiNE
.Friday, June 6, 2008 ' 10:03 PM
You think its just a misunderstanding right ?Yea misunderstanding ?That girl just CALLED me ?And said you two were dating ?Well I dont belive craps .Because I belive in you alot .Look , maybe I should'nt be bluffing you or whateverDespite the fact that we broke upThere are simply reasons .Its because of you !Personally , I really belive that its not working out at allEven if I give you another chance , Its just gonna feel the same like that hurting more and more .I just do not want to be a person that waste your timeThat you have already planned in other dates Besides the reason we get along for this years is becauseIm popular in school right and you just after winning my heartYou could get within popular right ?I know everything , you dont have to hide it from meI know everything .I dont deserve a heart breaker like you right ?And you deserve somebody better?This time you know what will happen when school reopensBecause the whole school knowThey know about it already !Now currently , half of the school already know What are you trying to do now?Hide?I thought you're like very smart ?CHRIST TAN ZHI KAI !You're just another heart breaker I know right ?You like to cheat girls feelings like someone like me!Im not going back to you Though even if your fucking love is worth -.-Do you think that I will personally wait for you to change?And make me wait to come back to you ?Please I think I deserve someone better !I thought you know me truely well ,Yet , You think I dont know myself at all?I know myself since the day I was born !I know myself better than you do .And i think you hurt me more than enough, you know it better than i do. I thought you know me inside out, what i really want. Maybe you do, but probably you didn't think that was so important to me. I mean you dont need to make it up to me.Like treating me nice, good or stuffs. Back then, I used to think you were the oh-so-prefect mr.right but i guess i was so fucking wrong.I thought you were different, maybe you did.But you're just any other guy heart breaker.I was to fucking stupid to trust a guy like youI thought you were the mr . right of my life ?I'm very happy that you still treat me as a great friend despite how Itreated you and wanted you to change so much. You know im really totally cool with you being my prefect buddy. My perfect friend, but please give up waiting. It's not going to work out again. I would not go any further than this anymore. Maybe a better is still out there waiting to be mine rightful mr . right ?
.Thursday, June 5, 2008 ' 6:27 PM
Firstly +.+Anyways Im backIm obbesed with audition =xToday me and dear marryThan si GAN MEI !!!Suddenly appear on the front doorI was like WTH?What is Wynn doing hereEhhAthena and her want me teach them cookiesWah you two not bad arhsPlan yourself never tell me earlierLOOK WHAT YOU DIDTHE KITCHEN IS A MASS T.TSuck lahsToday went to watch Chronicles Or Narnia with dear :]So fun siaThan he saw the kitchenOkay should let mum seeThough mum wont scold them :(SO BAD BADDIES!
.Wednesday, June 4, 2008 ' 12:53 AM
Im back and will be posting tomorrow:D:D:DI MISS MY GANS LARHS
DONT FORGET I MISS DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!