.Friday, June 6, 2008 ' 10:03 PM
You think its just a misunderstanding right ?Yea misunderstanding ?That girl just CALLED me ?And said you two were dating ?Well I dont belive craps .Because I belive in you alot .Look , maybe I should'nt be bluffing you or whateverDespite the fact that we broke upThere are simply reasons .Its because of you !Personally , I really belive that its not working out at allEven if I give you another chance , Its just gonna feel the same like that hurting more and more .I just do not want to be a person that waste your timeThat you have already planned in other dates Besides the reason we get along for this years is becauseIm popular in school right and you just after winning my heartYou could get within popular right ?I know everything , you dont have to hide it from meI know everything .I dont deserve a heart breaker like you right ?And you deserve somebody better?This time you know what will happen when school reopensBecause the whole school knowThey know about it already !Now currently , half of the school already know What are you trying to do now?Hide?I thought you're like very smart ?CHRIST TAN ZHI KAI !You're just another heart breaker I know right ?You like to cheat girls feelings like someone like me!Im not going back to you Though even if your fucking love is worth -.-Do you think that I will personally wait for you to change?And make me wait to come back to you ?Please I think I deserve someone better !I thought you know me truely well ,Yet , You think I dont know myself at all?I know myself since the day I was born !I know myself better than you do .And i think you hurt me more than enough, you know it better than i do. I thought you know me inside out, what i really want. Maybe you do, but probably you didn't think that was so important to me. I mean you dont need to make it up to me.Like treating me nice, good or stuffs. Back then, I used to think you were the oh-so-prefect mr.right but i guess i was so fucking wrong.I thought you were different, maybe you did.But you're just any other guy heart breaker.I was to fucking stupid to trust a guy like youI thought you were the mr . right of my life ?I'm very happy that you still treat me as a great friend despite how Itreated you and wanted you to change so much. You know im really totally cool with you being my prefect buddy. My perfect friend, but please give up waiting. It's not going to work out again. I would not go any further than this anymore. Maybe a better is still out there waiting to be mine rightful mr . right ?
